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Saturday, June 27, 2009
, 11:12 PM
⇨ Life during June ; It was a tired and crazy month ; everyday mugg like crazy but there is nth i can do cause i do like this job ; more over its a self-employed job ; more of flexi kind ; everyday my brain is like going to burst ; i'm 21 and sort of the youngest among them BUT i got to tink like i'm 24-25 yr old and its kind of .. sickening. but i'm suppose to be POSITIVE but trying hard to be everyday . Every job isnt easy , its just how we deal with it ; I'm trying very hard. waiting for my passive to come wil be the day of success. Hopefully after next tuesday will be a better day for me . For most of my FREE time on weekend, either catch some movies with sweet or rot with my family. I barely got time to plan for outing or gathering. cause i'm really occupied. i really miss going out with peeps but need to plan in advance first. Another sad thing is my only time for sweet is only some weekdays or end only ; I just wished to spend more time with him before he chiong mountain ; but hopefully not. I wished the day he came out of army ; I wished he will be safe inside army ; many many wishes. He offered me alot alot alot of help in terms of work or other stuffs. Not just a simple bf but a more complicated one. Complicated in terms of positive side i meant. Guess the whole of my life is not enough to repay him. I really appreciate the warm hands send to me, by heaven. Sometimes i might be a lil fickle minded but its my character i guess . I'm trying hard to change this bad habit . For prospect and sweet, changing comes along. just give me some time. Real sorry Recently watched Drag me to hell & The Ghosts of Girlfriends Past ; one of it was the sneak preview ; both shows really not bad esp the Drag me to hell ; Thrilling and not irritating show and guess most of the part is i scare sweet instead of the movie. lols. cs, love you After Grooming class and hope all nightmares is over . Changes here and there ; I was given 3 choices. Perm rebond or cut away layer. I choose to cut away layer cause of my hair length. I seriously cant do anything to it but to cut it off. AND everyday 2half inch of heels and heard from sweet tat it was 6cm. it hurts ! blister here and there :( damm bored during discussions. my bible book full of NEOPRINTS lol. consist of sweet Ufos and peeps ! kk and thomas . BYE! |